Continuation of Long Story

Thank you for all your kind comments. I told my mother yesterday that I was really hurt by what she said last Sunday and that I still wasn't over it. Then she said she wasn't over it either, which is a comment I still don't comprehend... What came up was that apparently she hadn't even noticed all the work I had done in the bathroom last Saturday. So, she didn't go into last Sunday's rant knowing everything I had done. Not that that justifies it. She could have apologized after I told her, but she didn't...

I don't know what to think anymore. I've helped a lot in the household (as much as possible during a working week) during these last few days, just to prove that I try hard and do my best. Just to make extra sure nothing can authorise her behaviour. I also transferred my doubled board money (kostgeld) to her bank account. If all of this still is not enough than there's no way it's ever going to be enough. I will never understand why I always get everything put on my plate while there are two other people in my family too. I've never been able to get across to them how unfair they/she can be. I just wish I could already pay for my own little place and leave this bullshit behind, but I'm not quite there yet...